Hating SMS Right Now…

When did it become acceptable to break up with someone through SMS??? When did it become an acceptable reason to break up with someone because they love you?!

Yes, that is how my ex broke up with me last Sunday after a seemingly enjoyable day out walking his dog and having a late lunch. When I got home, he texted me saying he has to leave me and break my heart because he loves me. He wouldn’t take my calls because he said he can’t bear the thought of hurting me and hearing me cry. He couldn’t say it in person because he doesn’t have the guts to break my heart. What the…..?! I guess he thinks saying it through text will lessen the blow? He thought wrong!!!

I don’t understand men. Right when you completely trust them and let them in your life, they crush your heart like it’s nothing.

I am completely sad, depressed, and angry. I feel used, unappreciated, unworthy, and disposable. I want to slap him. I want to yell at him. I want him to feel the incredible pain I’m feeling right now. That isn’t me though. No matter how bitchy and mean I am, I cannot hurt someone I love. It’s his choice to get rid of me. Too bad his choice hurt me a lot.

I wish him well and I wish him happiness. There goes the thousand cranes I wanted for our lives to be happy and content together…

~ by Lorie on June 16, 2009.